So I guess I am sick of being single. I kinda did this to myself. Maybe I am pickie but like I kinda want a relationship that will last longer than 3 months. I don't consider that a relationship, but I can't really expect much from the guys at salem so I am going to try with a guy from ocean lakes. I don't like him anymore but I still want to go to ring dance with him. I don't know. I don't want any drama and I also want to have fun and I hope chrissy does. It would depress me if she didn't. I still don't understand why she feels so awkard around greg. He isn't that bad and if she and I want to go off on our own we can cause zach and greg can entertain themselves so yeah and we'll be together the entire time. So yeah. We are going to have fun though for real. Okay well lov ya (people that take the time to read what I have to say) 

Gabb

idontlikebeingsick!



maybe you can help me by staying away from me if you have the flu =]
thanx
Gabby

                 Okay so no matter what my mom said I refused to not dive in and when I say that I mean diving into the ocean at 10:30 at night after two very long, hot, and sweaty shows of suessical. But even if those hot shows didn't happen I wouldn't have hesistated a bit. 

*I must have a super boring life because that night seemed like more fun than my entire summer put together.*


Well in any case, I came home soggy and wet and it still felt great, even though someone of little importance decides to just come when ever he wants without even caring about how I would feel to see him there. Ugh! I can't stand him, I just don't understand. I defanatly don't have any feelings for him anymore and seriously I am just ready to be friends but he hasn't made one effort to even do that. I hate having enemies but if thats what he wants to be with me well I am not going to go with it. 

*Just ignore it's not such a big deal besides I am so done with his drama.*



           In other news, I feel like I am starting to do a very bad thing, which I have done already just with a different person twice actually. Okay no it is not sex. Anyway on wednesday, I passed a specific couple that made me turn all the way around just to make sure I was seeing the correct thing, Chrissy saw me and sighed. I didn't even realize what I was doing until I turned and saw her face. She didn't really know what to say but knew exactly what I was thinking and just said "I know Gabby" well that was that and I was off again trying to forget about the two people that have loved me since I was born, My parents. I do love my parents but some of their veiws on things like relatioships I do not agree with. I remember my dad saying that he would disown me if I were to make the same "mistake" three times. Only a few people know and I kinda want to keep it that way, cause when people do find out they always think of my parents as racist which they aren't.



This was a long one. Okay, see ya.                                                                      Gabby

Last night I admitted something
something that wasn't that hard to say
actually it has all happened before
the same sob story will happen
and WE will end up the same way
we are right now
except we'll be older 
wiser and possibly 
alittle more in love 

By: Gabrielle Miller